Transcript of tape dated 20 February 1998

Tilberg, Holland

 Deepening the love meditation - Kathleen Murray.

Now just make your physical body as comfortable as you can. And then open your inner senses, all your inner senses, so that you become aware of yourself, the self that is more than the physical body, the energy field around you. And just ask your I AM presence to come in, to be with you, to use this opportunity to open up your perceptions of yourself. And become aware of the energy field around you, of the size of it. And as your I AM presence brings in and aligns its energy throughout your whole chakric system, just feel that overlay, the overlay of your I AM presence now joining your energy field. And you'll feel the tuning that is going on. And we ask all the crystalline beings here, and all the guides and all the counsellors that have come with each one of you, to adjust your energies now and to draw in that great white light which will clean and clear and balance your whole chakric system. Let it flow through you, feel it pouring into your energy field and out of your energy field. For here within the mandala that is set up for the whole group of us, we ask the Earth guardians to join us in bringing in this love, this knowing of self. And we ask for purification of our energy systems so that we may be clear channels for this love this weekend. And we ask that within the tuning there is a cleaning and clearing and a balancing and a harmonising for each one of us.

Now begin to use your breathing, taking slower and deeper breaths, breathing in all the energy that is here for you, and with every outbreath releasing all that needs to go, all that you need to release and let go of. Slower and deeper breathing. Feel the breath going into your lungs and filling your whole physical body, through your heart and your cardiovascular system, into every cell, so that we call for that tuning, that harmony, that will bring us a sensitivity to ourselves. And with every outbreath, release. Let go of any tension, any anxiety, any doubts, any fears. And we can make these affirmations, so inside your heart you can make these affirmations - I affirm I surrender to my I AM presence and the love that it brings, the love that I have for myself: I affirm I welcome this love to come into my life more and more deeply and I release all my fears so that I may have space for more love in my life: I affirm I surrender to the God and to the Goddess, my Divine Presence, and I call in now that loving connection to the sacred Divinity that is our Mother/Father/God, that each one of us may reach and be touched by that sacredness of being.

And feel your counsellors and guides around you now, assisting you and adjusting your energies. And let your I AM presence now show you the divinity that you carry. And you may be shown an aspect of yourself that has forever held the sacredness of who you are, or you may see colours, symbols or an object, or it could be sacred writing, just allow. And allow the keys of access to be given to you. And in your hearts affirm: I affirm I am ready to receive. And use your inner eye and all your imagination which is the ignition into the worlds of the unseen. So trust now, trust, as your imagination will show you the way and will bridge the gap between the seen world and the unseen. And know that your imagination is an ignition, it is a tool that is given to us to ignite that spark of divinity that we all carry. And you may see in front of you now your gift. And you may see the ones that surround you, all aspects of yourself, with such love for you, and embrace them, call them more deeply into your life and hear their words "I love you, I love you", and express your love also. For these ones are your own personal team, all here to fully anchor this love on Earth and in your heart. So feel your heart open more now. Just allow. Allow your heart chakra to spiral outwards, wider and wider, to front and to back, all around you, so this love is flowing through you and out of you and connecting with everyone here in the room. I affirm I call in this love: I affirm my desire to know more of this love. And feel it, feel it now, like a waterfall, sparkling energy around you and in you, activating all your cells, activating that part of your brain that is your spiritual home. That part of your brain that cannot be activated in any other way, only by the desire to know yourself, to know your greater being, your spirituality, the spirit, the essence of yourself. And you may feel sensations around your head and around your body as this energy is grounded through you. You may feel the heat or the cold or the sensation of movement and flow. Just know that you are conducting, that you offer yourself to be a conductor, a clear, pure channel for this love. And as that sleeping part of your brain is activated, your inner senses will increase - your pineal gland and your pituitary gland, your third eye, your crown. Feel all the energy flowing through you and down through your spine and out into the matrix of this mandala of crystalline light which surrounds us all.

And we ask those wiser parts of ourself for any assistance that we need. And if you have anything you personally want to express, then use this time of deep connection and talk to your guides, your I AM presence. And listen to the words that are whispered in your ears that you can hear inside your head. For in calling this love into our life it will bring changes, many changes, and we are being asked, each one of us, for our commitment to living a life with more love. So maybe you will be given an idea of what you need to release, to let go of, and maybe you are being shown what your life could be like when filled with more love. It is time to dream that now in this deep state. Dream, what would your life be like with more love?

 Okay. Now we have begun the dream, we have surrendered to a preparation. And let us thank all the beings that are working with us now, all the ethereal beings from the other realms, all the archangels who are assisting in bringing in this love from the other dimensions, and we thank all the Earth guardians. For as we know more of this love we give this love. We bring it in so we know ourselves and we give to the Earth and to all the peoples of the Earth this love - for the journey into wholeness, for the healing that we are all part of. We give our thanks with our hearts open.

And now each one in their own time just prepare, for the energy work that has begun around you will continue, will work with you through your sleep, through your dreams, through your conscious, unconscious, subconscious and superconscious mind. But now let us just take our focus back into our physical bodies and being here, in the room, and I'll just count from five to one to allow you to make that change of state of consciousness. So use your breathing to align yourself more fully now.... five.... deep breaths again.... four.... three.... so at the count of one you will be here, back in the room, knowing you have lost none of this access to your greater self, it is all there for you.... two.... and a deep breath.... and one. So feeling aligned now with all the energies flowing around you. And when you're ready, in your own time, you can open your eyes and come to.