It took a while, but eventually all the confusion and chaos
caused by the returning animals died down. The Masai, chattering and laughing
over the wonderful events of the day, went back to their homes, leaving the
others to make one final check and then gratefully seek out their own beds. Jim
lingered to spend a little more time with Fay, but eventually he went indoors as
well. He found John Henry busy trying to close his suitcase, an expression of
offended curiosity on his face as he did so.
"How come I have exactly the same amount of things going home
as I had coming here and yet this stupid suitcase won't close?" he demanded
aggrievedly.
Sinclair smiled faintly. "As I recall, two of the men had to
sit on the case to close it when you were packing the last time," he pointed
out.
"Oh, yeah, that's right," the young Navajo chuckled. "I just
hope no-one asks to check my baggage when it comes to Customs, or it could get
pretty dicey." He glanced across to where Jim was toying with one of the shirts
which had been folded and placed on the bed. "Hey, come on, we've got an early
start tomorrow, remember? We have to get into Nairobi to catch that plane. At
least we know Hayes is going to be okay, now, which is a load off my mind. Jim?
You with me, Sinclair?"
Sinclair gave a start when John Henry clicked his fingers in
front of his face. He gave his amigo and embarrassed smile. "Sorry. Guess
I was miles away."
"I'll bet," John Henry chuckled. "My guess is
you were just far enough away to be with a certain red-headed lady. I saw the
pair of you. You're lucky we're not in Texas, otherwise you'd have some pappy
hot on your trail with a shotgun and a preacher in tow!"
"Maybe he wouldn't need the shotgun," Sinclair said mildly.
For a moment, John Henry's ready smile wavered and he looked
disconcerted. He shrugged the worry off and summoned up another laugh. "Yeah,
sure. Jim Sinclair, last of the wild bachelors, roped and hog-tied, ready for
the altar? I don’t think so, somehow. You're just missing home. Soon as you get
back and look up all your old flames, you'll start to feel better."
He turned back to take the added precaution of buckling on
some straps to keep his suitcase from exploding. Sinclair glanced down at his
own suitcase and sighed as he realised that he already knew he wasn't going to
be able to leave Africa and Fay. Both had cast a spell on him and it hadn't been
until he'd been ready to return home that he realised that he had also come to
believe in Hayes' dream of a better tomorrow for the natives. The only trouble
was going to be in breaking the news to John Henry. Raising troubled eyes, he
studied the oblivious youngster. It had been years since he had taken the angry
Navajo under his wing and on looking back he acknowledged how much that single
act had enriched his own life. While he had known that it was inevitable that
their paths would one day diverge again, he hadn't expected - or wanted - it to
be this soon.
"John Henry?" He knows, Sinclair realised, seeing the
way John Henry straightened up but didn't turn around. He knows or he's
guessed. "I won't be going back to America."
The back being presented to him tensed even further. "I
didn't think you had a choice," John Henry said softly. "The boss only let you
off for six months, remember?"
Don't make this any harder for me, kid, Sinclair thought
sadly. It's tearing me up inside as it is.
"Yeah, I remember, but a man's entitled to change his mind…
and to move on when he thinks it's time." He wished that John Henry would turn
around and face him. He might not be able to see past the mask which the kid had
learned early on to show the world, but he would be able to tell what John Henry
was feeling if he could see his eyes. Those had never lied to him, not even at
the beginning. "Kid?"
John Henry sighed and finally turned around to face him. To
Jim's relief, there was no anger in his eyes, only rueful acceptance and a
little sadness. "I knew she'd got to you. I just didn't figure on it having gone
this deep. You sure about this, Jim?"
Sinclair started to nod, then paused. He owed his friend
something a little more than a knee-jerk reaction. "If you're asking me if I'm
in love with Fay, all I can say is that I've never felt this way about a woman
before in my life. Where we'll go from here is something else and best left to
the future. If you're asking me about this dream of Hayes, though, then I can
tell you that I'm real sure about it. It feels right, like it's something I've
been waiting for all my life. I have to do this, John Henry. If I walk away now,
then I think I'll always regret it."
John Henry gave him a steady considering look, then smiled
again, shaking his head. "You always were one for lost causes and chasing
rainbows," he observed. "Can't very well yell at you when you're only doing now
what you did when you first hooked up with me."
Sinclair returned the smile with relief. "It's because of you
that I can appreciate Hayes' dream."
John Henry made a politely scoffing sound. "Yeah, right. That
and a buck fifty'll get me a meal," he snorted. "Well, I guess the boss'll have
to take a fifty per cent return instead of his full investment. With any luck I
can blame it all on you and he won't roast my head too bad."
He turned back to pick the suitcase up and position it
against the foot of the bed, missing the expression of dismay which crossed
Sinclair's face. The Texan swiftly caught himself and had busied himself
clearing his bed by the time John Henry turned back and claimed the bathroom
before vanishing in the direction of a well-earned shower.
So what did you expect? Sinclair berated himself.
Did you really think he'd throw up his own life and stay just because you've
decided to? He doesn't have the same ties you have, and he's even more isolated
here than you are.
He'd hesitated enough about involving John Henry when Goddard
had approached him with the original idea about coming to Africa. Because of the
circumstances of his early life, John Henry sometimes felt as though he was
caught between two cultures - white and Amerindian - and was a fish out of water
in both of them. The last thing Jim had wanted to do was drag him to a
completely different continent and worsen the isolation still further. It wasn't
until he'd realised that John Henry had automatically assumed that he would be
the person coming with Jim that Sinclair had given into the inevitable. After
all, it had only been for six months and could be considered something of a
working holiday.
Some working holiday! Sinclair snorted to himself in
amusement. He knew that, even if he was given the chance to go back in time and
make his choices again, he'd do it all the same, but he was honest enough to
acknowledge that, in his heart of hearts, he had half-expected John Henry to
decide to stay with him. That arrogance, more than anything else, made him
determined that he would say and do nothing to keep John Henry by his side. The
kid deserved a life of his own, and the right to choose his own path through
life.
oooOooo
Sinclair watched the dust cloud from the jeep slowly settle
back onto the land. He still couldn't really believe that John Henry had
actually left. Breakfast had been an awkward affair. Hayes had made it clear
that John Henry was perfectly welcome to stay on if he wished, and Sinclair had
inwardly winced when everyone had then looked at him, as if expecting him to add
his encouragement to John Henry. He had bit his tongue and concentrated on the
meal, as if he actually intended to eat any of it. Samson had been extremely
vocal in his wish to have John Henry stay. He might have developed a healthy
dose of hero worship where Jim was concerned, but he obviously considered John
Henry to be some kind of older brother. Even Peter had murmured that they would
miss him, a statement which had oddly flustered John Henry more than anything
else would.
In the end, John Henry had ended it by telling everyone that
he hated goodbyes and that it was culturally taboo for him to linger too long,
for fear of laying a curse on the journey. Sinclair wasn't too sure about that.
Half the time, John Henry made customs and taboos up as he went along, but there
had been the odd embarrassing occasion when Sinclair had called him on something
and found out that it was the genuine article. He'd learned to go with the flow
and concentrate on keeping his head above water.
Finally acknowledging that the jeep had vanished into the
shimmering heat haze which concealed the horizon, Sinclair went back into the
house. Fay had arrived later that morning to add her own goodbyes to the ones
John Henry had already collected, curse notwithstanding, but she had discreetly
vanished to allow Jim and John Henry some final moments together. Seeking her
out, Jim tried to distract himself with some well-mannered flirtation. Hayes
chipped in with a plan he'd come up with ever since he had learned that the
Masai intended to remain in this area for a while yet, the elders being curious
to see what would come of Hayes' plans. Samson's avowed desire to go to school
had triggered an idea which the Englishman wanted additional input on.
Time passed. Jim knew to the second when John Henry's plane
was due to leave, and he flinched when the carriage clock in the main room
discreetly chimed the hour. Well, at least he could now abandon the idiot plan
he had been playing with to fly down and grab John Henry before he could board
the plane. This was better for the both of them; a clean break with separate
agendas to occupy them while the pain faded.
Peter eventually returned from Nairobi, a large sack of
groceries in his arms as he passed through on his way to the kitchen. The
normally cheerful African's face was studiously blank and Sinclair's heart sank
when he saw it. He had a feeling that he was going to be cast as the bad guy for
a while. Maybe he should start thinking about finding something to occupy
himself instead of brooding like this.
"I think I'll take a ride," he announced. "Scout out a few
more zebra to add to the herd."
Hayes forbore to mention that they had more than enough zebra
since an additional twenty head had returned with their animals. "I thought you
might," he agreed. "Maybe you could swing past Mogebi Spring and let me know
what the water level's like."
"I'll do that."
Sinclair had been half-afraid that Fay would suggest that she
come along, but she obviously realised that he wanted to be alone, giving him an
understanding smile before successfully deflecting Samson from his suggestion
that he go with Jim. Feeling more than a little relieved to be finally alone,
Sinclair left the house and made for the barn. To his surprise, one of the
horses was already saddled and waiting. Then he remembered Hayes' comment and
realised that the Englishman had anticipated him, probably ordering that a horse
be made ready in case Jim decided to make a break for it. Impressed at the
perception that showed - and a little dismayed to be that predictable - Sinclair
gathered up the reins and prepared to mount.
"Saddle your own horse, cowboy."
Sinclair froze at the familiar voice which came from behind
him. He stood where he was for a moment, staring across the horse's back and
knowing that there was a huge and idiotic grin nearly splitting his face in two,
as a warm wave of emotion passed through him. He managed to get himself under
control and turned to face John Henry. The Navajo was scowling at him, but his
eyes were bright with laughter.
"Huh, I turn my back for a few minutes and already you've got
your hands on my horse!" John Henry sniffed as he wormed his way past Sinclair
and mounted with one fluid motion. He sat looking down at the Texan for several
minutes, while Jim stared wordlessly up and told himself that he wasn't
imagining this. Then John Henry leaned forward and poked Sinclair in the ribs.
"And you still owe me money!" he announced, before pulling the
horse around and giving the mare her head with a war whoop which had her
bounding out at a full gallop.
"Hey? Hey!" Looking round wildly, Sinclair
spotted what he'd hoped would be there; his own horse saddled and waiting in
another stall. Running over to the animal, he vaulted into the saddle and took
off after John Henry. "You come back here, you damn Indian!" he hollered.
"You have got to be kidding!" John Henry
laughed as he made good his escape.
The sound of galloping hooves had drawn Hayes and the others
out of the house in time to see John Henry light out for the horizon, hotly
pursued by a yelling Sinclair, both Americans laughing so hard they were nearly
coming off their mounts. Fay clapped her hands together and laughed in delight,
while Samson managed a creditable rebel yell.
"I say," Hayes said, smiling broadly as he rubbed his hands
together. "I have a suspicion that Goddard is going to be sending me a stiffly
worded letter in the near future. Did you know about this, Peter?" he demanded
when the African joined them on the veranda.
"Yes, sir," Peter grinned. "He changed his mind just before
it was time to board the plane. He said that Jim Sinclair wasn't safe to be let
loose without an expert to keep him in line. He told me not to say anything when
I came back."
"Hmm, I can see he's becoming a bad influence on you," Hayes
said, his attempt at stern disapproval marred by the large grin on his face.
"Right, then, I think we deserve something a little special in the way of dinner
tonight."
"Yes, sir. I took the liberty of buying a few things while I
was in Nairobi. John Henry has been complaining that our food is too bland for
his tastes."
"Hey?" Hayes said in alarm. "Now, wait a minute, Peter, I've
been to New Mexico and I've had some experience of what the natives there
consider a reasonably spiced meal! I think I'd better come and check on what
you're cooking."
"I'll come with you, Howard," Fay offered.
The three adults went inside, leaving Samson to stare off in
the direction Jim and Sinclair had gone. John Henry would stay, and that would
make Jim happy. It would also please Samson, since he could now pester John
Henry to answer all those questions Jim always avoided, and maybe teach him some
of the tricks the Navajo had already showed himself to be skilled at. Maybe if
Samson was very good, John Henry might even let him learn how to do some
horse-stealing!
oooOooo