Hera, Queen of the gods, returned from her meeting with the
Fates in a thoughtful mood. Dismissing her servants, she withdrew to her inner
sanctum and brooded as she sat beside the pool, absently dribbling her fingers
in the cool water for the fish to come and nibble gently. She could be confident
that no-one would disturb her. The other gods would also be considering what
they had learned from their meeting with the Fates and no-one else would dare to
impose themselves upon her when she had made it obvious that she wanted to be
alone.
So Deianara and the children were fated to die. A small, a
surprisingly small, part of Hera rejoiced at the thought of that hated bloodline
withering before it could flourish. Of all the illegitemate children Zeus had
spawned, she couldn't ever remembering hating one as much as she loathed
Hercules. Damn the creature for his perfection, for his inherent goodness and
his incorruptible soul! Why couldn't he be arrogant, or cruel or just plain
stupid, like so many of her husband's semi-divine get had been? It would be so
much easier to bear if he had some flaw she could take comfort in. Instead he
was pure and generous and honest, and even while she hated him for what he
represented, Hera also admired him for the spirit and courage which refused to
yield to her spite.
And now he was going to feel more pain than he had ever felt
in his life. True, he had experienced anguish when Iolaus had been killed that
time they fought against the Amazons, but Hera had distracted him by possessing
Hippolyta and giving him a focus for his rage, sublimating the grief. She hadn't
even objected when Zeus had gone against all reason and custom and turned back
time so as to save the people who had died. It was Hades who had screamed and
ranted about all the paperwork his brother had created, but since bureaucracy
was one of Hades' pet hates, few people had really listened. Everyone had
expected the Fates to step in and countermand Zeus' action, but to everyone's
surprise, nothing had been said and the new reality had been allowed to remain.
Of course, some things hadn't changed. The Amazons still
didn't get on very well with the men of the village. Without Hercules there to
stop them from making the same mistakes all over again, the temporary truce had
soon cracked, but Hera had never instructed them to pursue their dogma with the
same force and things were better than they had been. In a little while,
Hercules and Iolaus would be forced to intercede, but now Hercules was a
different man and Iolaus not quite as suicidally impetuous as he had been back
then.
She smiled faintly as she considered Hercules' best friend.
She knew that it unnerved Hercules that she had never moved against Iolaus,
Deianara and the children when she had lashed out at everyone else he had come
in contact with. She liked him unnerved, she liked the taste of his uncertainty,
the gnawing fear that she might go back on such incomprehensible mercy and
destroy them. She might, at some point, play with Iolaus, just to keep the two
of them wary, but the hunter would never be in any real danger from her. That
one small action of his when he had been younger meant he would always be safe
from her unless he did something really stupid.
Although she was, of course, thinking about Iolaus....
No, Iolaus was safe. And up until a few hours ago, she would
never have dreamt of harming Deianara and the children. She was the goddess of
legitimate marriage, the protectress of women and children and the last thing
she was going to do was lash out at someone like Deianara, who had always shown
her due respect even in the face of her husband's disapproval. And the children,
even if they were the product of the hated Hercules, were innocent and
beautiful.
And fated to die....
Hera sighed and lifted her hand away from the water. Normally
she experienced a sense of tranquility when she sat here, but not today, not
with this burden on her heart. Like many of the deities, she always had specific
questions to put to the Fates when they granted their audience and she always
asked after Hercules, ever-hopeful that they would tell her of his approaching
doom. They never did, but this time they had told her that he was destined to
experience great sorrow and that his life-path then diverged off into three
possible threads. Depending on how he reacted, two of the threads would shrivel
while the third remained to be worked into the Great Tapestry, but no matter
what happened, the threads which represented Deianara and the children would
soon be given over to Atropos.
And she would cut them.
Hera shook her head angrily and rose to her feet, pacing
about the sanctum like a caged griffon. Why should she care? All mortals died!
It was their lot, their destiny. What did it matter if four of them would
contract a virulent plague and die in agony while Hercules was off fighting the
snake-demoness who was plaguing some village? What did it matter that Hercules,
on returning home and finding their bodies, would probably go mad with grief and
either destroy himself there and then or become some dark version of himself, a
byword for atrocity and savagery which would make Ares look like a beginner?
"I want him dead!"
Hera heard her screamed words bounce off the cool marble
walls of her sanctum and knew them to be only partly true. Yes, she wanted
Hercules dead, but not at so high a price. She hated him, she was wildly jealous
of him, but deep inside her, a part also loved him, because he was Zeus' perfect
son, the child she had never been able to produce.
And that was the heart, the bitter kernel to her frenzy. She
loved Zeus, deeply, utterly and hopelessly. She always had and the pity and fury
of it was that she always would. No matter that he sought other lovers; she
still longed for his touch against her skin, his lips on hers. Every time she
had conceived a child, she had hoped that this would be the one to bring the
light of pride to his eye. And every time she had failed.
The first time she had realised she was pregnant, her triumph
had been short-lived. The pregnancy of a goddess can be a long one and
eventually Zeus had looked elsewhere for a lover. Hera had given full vent to
her fury and when her poor, crippled son had been born, she had realised that
the corrosion of her rage had done this to him, the elemental energies which had
surged through her warping him in his womb.
She had sent Hephaestus from her, too ashamed of what she had
done to look at him. In a pantheon of perfect gods, she had condemned her eldest
born to be eternally ugly. In time she had learned that his physical ugliness
had been counterbalanced by an ability to create beauty beyond any other
immortal's skill and she had given thanks to Themis for that small piece of
mercy. It hadn't been enough for poor Hephaestus, of course, tormented with his
love for Aphrodite and longing for the perfect features of Apollo or Eros, but
Hera had realised that it would gain him more than any amount of pretty features
and patiently waited for the inevitable to happen and for Aphrodite to stay
still long enough to actually talk to her son.
The second time she had felt a child growing within her, she
had been more careful. No matter what the provocation Zeus had given her, she
had remained calm, throttling back her rage until it threatened to choke her.
She had known a moment of overwhelming joy when Ares had been born and she had
seen his perfect features. For a while - a brief, wonderful while - Zeus had
been ever by her side, his pride in his newest son plain to see. But all too
quickly the inner sickness of Ares had become plain to see. An accurate
reflection of her mental condition during her pregnancy, Ares was all beauty and
perfection on the outside, but dark and twisted on the inside.
The realisation had devastated Hera. Despite her best
efforts, she had condemned yet another of her children to the horror of
incompletion. Ares never seemed to realise just what was wrong but he sensed
that something wasn't quite right. Perhaps that was why he hounded Hercules so
unmercifully, unconsciously aware that even someone as impure as a demi-god was
actually superior to him.
She had become pregnant twice more, and on both occasions she
had absented herself from Olympus and refused to allow any news from home to
disturb her mood. She had been lonely but calm when she had given birth to Hebe
and Eileithyia, and both daughters had proved unmarred by the faults of their
brothers. Neither of them had the power and beauty that Hera had hoped for,
though. Hebe had grown until she was a young woman, then she had settled into
the eternal state she would inhabit for the rest of eternity. Pretty rather than
beautiful, gentle and amusing, she was someone to cherish but not someone who
would set the firmament afire. Eileithyia had showed no interest in anything
other than childbirth, an obsession so all-consuming that Artemis often allowed
her to officiate in her stead, relieved to be rid of a responsibility which
didn't really interest her.
No, none of her children could ever hope to match Hercules
and that was the real reason why Hera hated him so. The other bastards had felt
her wrath whenever their path through life took them under her eye, but there
was more habit than malice to her lash and she rarely pursued them for long.
Hercules, though, had overcome every single obstacle she had ever placed in his
path and his victories had never tainted his basic, innate goodness. With every
hardship he endured, with every lesson he learned, Hera could see the godhood
within him flourishing and she knew that he would one day be a true god.
A god which would put to shame her own crippled children.
Thinking of children brought her back to the subject at hand.
She knew the plague which was set to sweep through that area of Greece. It was
virulent and had no cure, barring divine intervention. That had been prohibited
by the Furies, though. For some reason best known to themselves, they had carved
the deaths of Hercules' family in stone, declaring it immutable and giving Zeus
a hard stare while they did so. Her husband had taken his will being thwarted as
well as he ever did, raging out of the Chamber of the Fates and storming off to
sulk. No doubt he would find some accommodating mortal or dryad to take his mind
off what he couldn't alter.
Hera, though, didn't have that luxury. She kept coming back
to it, worrying away at it, and she finally had to admit that she wanted to do
something about it. "But what?" she wondered out loud. "What can I do to deny
what the Fates have ordained?"
She had no idea how long she paced, but slowly a solution
presented itself to her. Not a plan on how to save the family; they were already
doomed and there was nothing she could do about that. Hercules, now.... well,
that was a different matter. She paused for a moment and laughed at the
incongruity of her, Hera, Queen of the gods and arch-enemy of Hercules, actually
conspiring to help him!
Not that he would see it as that, of course.
"Let me see," Hera mused as she went to her throne and
settled upon it. "What if they're already dead when the plague hits? What if I
send fire down from the sky while Hercules is still around, so that he sees his
family die and knows that I was responsible?"
It would work, she was sure of it. If she waited until the
family were asleep, they would never feel anything when her Fire descended. A
painless death; all she could give them in the face of the Fates' decree. The
knowledge that it was she, Hera, who had killed his family would give Hercules a
focus for his hatred, rather than the mindless rage he would take out on anyone
and anything around him.
And, if she planned it just right, she could also arrange for
Hercules to work through that rage and initiate the healing process...
"Let's see," she mused as she moved over to the scrying glass
she used to study the mortal world, "if I delay that messenger so that it's
Iolaus who goes after the she-demon, and then tell one of my priests to find
a slave from that same village to sacrifice just as Hercules comes to destroy my
temple...." The plans continued to buzz through her mind and she finally nodded.
"Yes, it will work. I only hope the Fates aren't too harsh when they learn that
I've disobeyed them."
Despite herself, she shivered as she started to put her plans
in motion. Why she was doing this was something she preferred not to dwell upon.
Her only comfort was that no-one was ever going to guess what she was doing, not
in all eternity.
oooOooo
Clotho sighed and selected a new thread. "She begins the
design," she commented.
"Of course," Lachesis said complacently as she studied the
choice briefly before nodding. "She has no choice."
Atropos carefully snipped another thread and sighed as she
felt the energy leave it. "Everyone has a choice, Lachesis. We just don't let
them realise it all that often."
Clotho snorted and picked up another thread, wrinkled her
nose as she studied it and then let it fall. "If they didn't have their choices,
our work would be a lot easier!"
"And a lot more boring," Atropos shot back. "You want to
weave something in plain black and white, plain and purl, exactly the same
number of stitches, for the rest of eternity? I don't."
"We don't knit," Lachesis said in exasperation. "We weave.
What's with this obsession you have with knitting? Every time we run up against
something, you have some knitting anecdote. I'm sick of it."
"Tough," an unsympathetic Atropos shot back. "If you can't
stand the tension, don't cast on the stitches."
Lachesis threw her spindle at her while Clotho rolled her
eyes and went back to sorting out threads.
And far away, just a heartbeat away, Hercules proceeded
towards his destiny, aided by the goddess who hated him the most.
oooOooo
DISCLAIMER: Nobody was harmed during the writing of this
story - although quite a few people are going to buy it in the near future. What
was restored, however, was the reputation of the Queen of the gods, who has been
consistently and unfairly portrayed as a slobbering bitch-goddess from Hell by
far too many people for me to stand for much longer!