"I know what my audience feels.
Because everyone has their own stories and memories. Sometimes I
get letters from people who write, "Thank you for singing that song so
lovely last night. When my darling wife was buried, we played that
song. This person can see the whole funeral again. Or the marriage
of a son or daughter, of course. Or maybe the birth of a child."
And Carré won't be any different tonight. The man, who starred as
Marius (in Les Miserables), Alex (Aspects of Love), and Giorgio (Passion)
will sing two special songs: Love Changes Everything and In This Life.
He is dedicating both songs to Conner, his grandson who was born three
days ago. "I sing both songs with Conner in my mind. When he was
born, I wasn't there. I had to perform on stage. And now I'm
here, in Europe. He is at home, with my Cathy."
In his hotelroom Conner's picture
is present. On the bed are the baby clothes Michael just bought,
neatly folded. Granddad himself is, by the way, only 36 years old.
By this time his forehead is covered with sweat. Not because the
not-so-good sales, or because Ball misses his grandchild, but probably
from a hang-over. It got late last night, because they kept on bringing
refreshments, he says. It doesn't bother him. "Everyone tells
me alcohol is bad for my voice. Well, I drink and I smoke rather
heavily,. Thirty cigarettes a day is not unusual. Although I do stop
some hours before any performance. Besides my partner Cathy, my voice
is my most important partner. I pamper them both, they get everything
they need. With my voice I have to conquer Europe. I feel that
my voice is a gift from mother nature. I never needed any singing
lessons and I practise in the shower. I sing pieces from Les Miserables
or Phantom of the Opera. When I wake up, I always do a bit of a neigh
like a horse. I then know immediately how my voice is that day. And
after that I drink a glass of water."
"Ten years ago I did this same routine.
I smoked, had some beer in the pub. My voice has only improved.
Take 'One Step out of Time' for instance, the song that I sang at the Eurovision
Songcontest in 1992. The song itself was not very special, but it
was nice to do it. But when I sing this song now it sounds so much
better because my voice has improved."
"Of course I am afraid of losing
my voice sometimes. Which singer wouldn't be? Because when
you get up and can't make some proper sounds … I have an insurance against
that. I think that's normal. Football players insure their
legs, guitar players their fingers and I insure my voice. I don't
even know what I get from it if it should happen. Maybe nothing,
maybe it's just that the audience get the money for their ticket back!"