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I am 29 years old and I get a lot of fun from my hobby. I have put a lot of time and effort towards achieving the way I look now.
The age of about 6, is the earliest memory I have of possibly when my Crossdressing started,when I found a pair of my mothers stockings in a drawer and decided to try them on. They felt lovely and soft on my legs,wishing I could wear them all the time. OK not all the time, I'd have taken them off to have a bath...maybe!  Looking back I reckon this was where Ruthie was born.
As I grew up I started wearing tights under my trousers,although this was a bit risky as I only had pocket money and tights were extra on my sweetie allowance,not to mention the reasons I used to give to our local shopkeeper for buying the things in the first place. However I suppose one has to make the occasional sacrifice sometimes.
Who remembers the Dukes of Hazard? the American show with the Duke boys in their Dodge Charger being chased over Hazard county by the wacky cops. They had a sister, Daisy Dukes. She had the most incredible legs I had ever seen and decided to have a go at dressing like her. So, I got the scissors to the legs of my old jeans and produced a pair of denim hotpants-SHORT denim hotpants with my bum showing at the back of them.I pulled on a pair of American tans, rammed my feet into my mothers strappy sandals and WOW! there in the mirror was Ruthie Dukes.

Hi everyone! I'm Ruthie's fairy friend

Throughout my teenage years,I would often enjoy wearing tights under my trousers and that was usually enough to satisfy the urge within me. I sometimes had difficulty in suppressing my natural male urges,and would often have to let the 'whistle blow' after wearing them the whole day. It's hard at that age,if you'll pardon the pun,to resist the embrace, of soft feminine nylons on your legs. When I reached 20,I was living with a gorgeous girl who had a lovely figure. My secret side took a backseat,until one night I was getting ready for bed,when she asked me to put her mini skirt on for a laugh. I looked at her with a puzzled expression and she said "go on, lets see what you look like" . I opened her half of the wardrobe and searched among the hangers until I found it. I would look better with your tights and panties on,what do you think? "Ok! go get them she said". I went over to her underwear drawer and picked out a silky white pair of panties and then lifted out a pair of her black tights. I got undressed and she said,Stop! "I want to help you". Well, how could I refuse the poor girl,after all, it was her who suggested it in the first place.All I wanted to do was get my head down for a good nights shut eye,not start dressing up in my girls clothes,I mean who ever came up with such an idea,ME! dress in your tights,panties and mini skirt...Wahey! try and stop me woman,man like woman's idea,now let me at you girl!  Excuse me, I got a little bit excited with the memory there.   I have had a few girlfriends since who never knew my secret. It's probably just as well because they were part of my journey where I learned a lot about myself. i.e. never borrow your girlfriends clothes as they have secret hidden cameras to catch you. Seriously though it takes experience to make the person you are today and the past should remain a symbol of reflection.

I went on holiday with a pal of mine to Gran Canaria in 1994.We were stunned to witness the most gorgeous TV,TS girls I had ever seen. The Travesti shows they put on in the resort,were fabulous and very enjoyable to watch. It was at one of these shows one night after a few of the local Tropical beers,when I saw this beautiful TS girl. My pal could hardly believe that she was once male. I asked if I could have a photo with her and It was this very encounter that inspired me to explore my hidden feminine personality.  I became more focused about my desire to dress and found out as much literature as possible on the subject. I guess I found myself, IT WAS WONDERFUL !

Since then,I've never looked back,as now I have found the real reason why I have and indeed do with great pleasure,crossdress. This unexplained urge,desire and taste for that which is female is all now so very clear and it has taken time,patience and money to finally make me see why I do what I do, the answer lies inside me and probably has more of a social life than I do.  Not to mention the FUN! FUN! FUN! this side of me has when she's out on the town with her pals getting chatted-up,getting drinks bought for her and doors held open to let her through. Yes,I thankfully have the best of both worlds inside me,her name is...

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Like a lot of men,I have questioned my dressing against the role which society expect a man to play. You see, unfortunately the old stigma is still lurking in the shadows of hypocritical people, who love to try and hurt people like us with venomous comments, while hiding behind a confident disguise covering there own insecure small minded lives. These are the very kind of minority who will never go that far in life on their own and they choose to criticise rather than acknowledge, that no two people are alike and can do something different, as well as being happy doing it.  So the answer is easy really, STUFF society and what they think.You have one life,so live it and enjoy dressing for whatever reason you do it for.Don't feel guilty,don't go and fling your clothes away and don't let the wife use it as an excuse to divorce you, as she is probably jealous that you look better than she does anyway. Enjoy yourselves,you are not harming anything or anyone.Being true to yourself is the best life plan to follow.
   LOTS OF LOVE  RUTHIE xxx

         That was a party political broadcast on behalf of the Ruthie and her TV friends party.

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