I Am Not A Doctor

the flipside
knee deeper
blink
stylophone pet
downsized
sorry
sing it back
pretty bridges
be like you
caught in a whisper
dr zee
the id
tatty narja
over my head
should've been could've been

the flipside
can't leave you alone
can't leave you alone no
you can't hide from the flipside
your foolish pride
can't sustain the strain
trouble bubbles inside
you can try but you cannot resist
if we insist
persistence
every instance
every moment in time
we are on your mind
can't leave you alone
can't leave you alone no
we have ways to make you understand
we demand you let us in
under your skin
you tuned in to the frequency
we can't let you be
we live happily
beneath
on the underneath
on the inside
the flipside
can't leave you alone
can't leave you alone no
and you search for contentment
tormented
unrelenting
turbulent intent
and all your money spent
you will listen precisely to each word
as it reoccurs
we insinuate
irritate
we can't dissipate
deflate your ego
give up self control
can't leave you alone
can't leave you alone, no
when will it end
delerium is back again
we will suspend
numbskulls are back around again
trouble bubbles inside
you cannot hide from the flipside
we are in your mind
every instance every moment in time
we're alive and we will survive
as a part of you
listen if we want you to
can't you see
just a part of you are we
surround sound you can't turn it down
a little frequency dependency
you are we
all on your own
we can't leave you alone no
we can't leave you alone
give up self control
just can't leave you alone

knee deeper
knee deep in
we deepen the game
in deeper
don't walk away
just foolish dreamers
we aspire
do we deserve all that we desire?
if you decide that we can't set your heart alight
we'll walk on into the night
we know that there's no need to fear
we are there
we are here
we move we move we move we move on
so long we're long gone
knee deep in
we deepen the game
in deeper
don't walk away
we will remember you
no we won't forget
no no fear of regret
and though we are the ones who walk into the night
we won't vanish out of sight
we get over it
we go behind
we find a way to get along
we move we move we move we move on
so come on
if you wanna come along
knee deep in
we deepen the game
in deeper
don't walk away
we go on, we go on, we go on and on
we go on, come along, we go on and on
yeah
knee deep in
we deepen the game
in deeper
don't walk away

blink
if you hear me baby blink
do you even have the capability left to think?
there seems to be a missing link
everybody's had a chance to see how far i can sink
as i try to call you back
as i try to call you back from the brink
if you hear me baby blink
you're just so uptight
i don't suppose you have the energy to put up a fight
you just might implode
before i get a chance at cracking the code
take a good look around
milk and honey's getting thin on the ground
if you hear me make a sound
if you hear me baby blink
as i try to call you back
as i try to call you back from the brink
there will be no recompense
when i'm screaming in the face of your silence
still i draw a blank
can't go down any further than i've already sank
if you're not there at all
someone tell me why i'm talking to the wall
do you hear me call?
if you continue to ignore
these are resonable demands
i've been drawing up a new plan
the future is in your hand
isn't it a crying shame your little game of hide and seek
became so tiresome to me sometime last week
the future is bleak
if you hear me baby blink
as i try to call you back
as i try to call you back from the brink
the light's off i know you're home
i burn your letters begging me to leave you alone
keep your privacy
your inner thoughts mean nothing to me
if you are waiting for me to take on my fair share of the blame
honey your effort are in vain
if you hear me call my name
if you hear me baby blink
if you hear me call your name
as i try to call back
as i try to call you back from the brink
is there anybody, anybody in there?

Stylophone Pet
(no lyrics)

Downsized
tell me
dearest enemy
what you make of me
i didn't last
so fast you blast kinetic energy
i can't erase the memory
if i put a foot wrong
you could laugh out loud
like you've been laughing to yourself
all along
such lies
sweet hush of lullabies
in a small town
loose talk it kind of gets around
i must reject
all that i once believed
i've been deceived
behind my back
i am quietly and suredly
under attack
downsized
i guess i shouldn't be surprised
two faced
the time has come to be replaced
betrayal
tiny minds
something sinister's going on behind
you were my down fall
see me crawl
one and all
if I could only be a fly on the wall
nothing is clear
so sincere
in my ear
you look so pretty when you sneer
behind the smile, sweet child
you were grinding your teeth all the while
betrayal
low grade
always delayed
did you ever have the slightest intention to stay?

sorry
please accept my humble apology
S should have never happened
O oh my god how could i?
R rotten thing to do
R really didn't mean it
Y why'd i have to go and do a thing like that
i'm sorry
so sorry
i'm sorry
i'm so sorry darling
sorry
well?

sing it back
when you are ready
i will surrender
take me and do as you wish
have what you want
your way's always the best way
i have succumbed to this passive sensation
peacefully falling away
i am a zombie
your wish will command me
laugh as i fall to my knees
cannot control this empty delusion
lost in the fire below
and you come running
your eyes will be open
and when you come back
i'll be as you want me
only so eager to please
my little song will keep you beside me
thinking your name as i sing
sing it back to me
now you can't help it
if you have been tempted
by fruit hanging ripe on the tree
and i feel useless
don't care what the truth is
you will be here come the day
truth do you hear me?
don't try to come near me
so tired i sleep through the lie
if you desire to lay here beside me
come to my sweet melody
sing it back to me
bring it back
sing it back
bring it back
sing it back to me

pretty bridges
burn
so if i blaze a trail
hammer the final nail
so if i shake you off my tail
how can i fail?
down pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
burn down pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
nausea the vertical climb
a fatal flaw in the design
i can't be sure that you'll open the door to me
the double indemnity
burn
a mouthful of pleasurable sensation
shaken by sheer anticipation
glad you asked me
i had to dash you see
it's been a blast
burn
all my bridges burn
all my pretty bridges burn
each one in their turn
all my pretty bridges burn
burn pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
will i ever learn?
watch all my pretty bridges burn
hysterical
look at this chaos
all that i had and all that i lost
you are feeling sleepy
very very sleepy
down pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
burn down pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
as for the bitter taste
let it vanish into the flames
don't let it go to waste
all the places and the names
this is the master stroke
raised to the ground
and it all goes up in smoke
all my bridges burn
all my pretty bridges burn
each one in their turn
all my pretty bridges burn
burn pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
will i ever learn?
watch all my pretty bridges burn
burn down pretty bridges burn
all my bridges burn
burn

be like you
i'm the sidekick
the mimic
ventriloquistic
my lips moved and you missed it
i need to know the mystery
of your misery
give me some of that magic
i want to be tragic
i wish i could just xerox
this is the paradox
your waves in my brain
we could be one and the same
deep and meaningful
artistic endeavour
it's brave to stay
makes you look clever
everybody wants to be like you
show me what to do
everybody wants to feel the way you do
me too
i must fulfill my destiny
feel the force of your fury
cock sure
you're a genious
give me some
reflect your glory
all knowing, all bleeding
i can dig it, daddio
tell me, show me, which way to go
i really want to know
everybody wants to be like you
show me what to do
everybody wants to feel the way you do
me too
everybody wants to be like you
just tell me what to do
everybody wants to feel the way you do
take me with you

caught in a whisper
listen for the calling
use your pleasure
perchance a wish and it just might come true
beautiful is beautiful forever
you'll see yourself in me
caught in a whisper
this is the meaning

dr zee
dimensions are parallel
but there's this funny smell
all functions are shutting down
everything's brown
laxadasical haze
not fazed by the maze
i'm so sick
i forgot all about my outfit
my skin is turning green
feels like neoprene
this radioactivity
has gotten inside of me
oh the shame
just being the same
as that tom dick and harry
i want to be larry
go see dr zee
go back into society
new identity
go back into the community
this so called lunachic
it's just so last week
get it right in rehearsal
try to think universal
through the looking glass
now tell me what do you see
with a little hard work
we could be pretty
go see dr zee
go back into society
new identity
go back into the community
oh so frivolous
i look ridiculous
a walking absurdity
afraid of obscurity
this elegance
has lost its relevance
nasty rumours are doing the rounds
and it's all over town
go see dr zee
go back into society
new identity
go back into the community
this monstrosity
impending irony
is playing on my mind
still I'm one of a kind
come see dr zee
new identity
go back into society
go back into the community

the id
mumma don't you turn away
just because i've gone astray
out of the fire and into the frying pan
this is the story of a sorry man
i have been known to deviate myself from the path
that is set
but let us not forget
about the man who decided
to dedicate his life to the jetset
he is now just a shadow of his former self
and dark clouds hover over head
the living dead, move over
you see it goes like this
i could be a mover
i could be a shaker
don't you try to get in my way
i'm the heart breaker
the money maker
this will all be mine one day
well i myself do not think that such raw ambition
his disposition
to be a sin in itself
though should we not forget
about the mess
that he got himself in
where now stands this meek and empty man
there once was a typhoon
earthquaking
a phenomena
higher than the rest of us
cause he was steppin' on us
steppin' over people
and this is how the story goes folks
i will go undefeated
i'll be protected
you think you're big time
i'll show you big time
hollerin' and swallowin' air
crawling in the pit of dispair
once he got his foot in the door
well you know he was a fast stepper
a bad taste in the mouth kind of guy
funny fella though
always had a joke or two
but be careful
the joke could be on you
did you ever hear the one about the id?
the ego
the super ego
the monumental man sat back to watch his automobile grow
he was a lamborghini kind of guy
got so high
he would swear he could touch the sky
but the sky was the limit
he was calling
he was crawling
riddled by the immensities of life
ladies of the night would call all hours of the day
everyday
all day
calling for his mommy when the day was done
yes he was moving
he was shaking
so lonesome tonight
and his eyes belighed his smile awhile
calling for his mummy
but his mummy didn't come
i could be a mover
i could be a shaker
don't you try to get in my way
i'm the heart breaker
the money maker
this will all be mine one day
i will go undefeated
i'll be protected
you think you're big time?
i'll show you big time
hollering and swallowing air
crawling in the pit of dispair

tatty narja
oh tatty narja

over my head
am i out of my depth?
uninterrupted multiplicity
this is where you lose me
come again if you please
aluminium lunar luminous is taking over us
am i missing the point?
this reeling speel
forgive me if I'm wrong
but are you making this up as you go along?
and it bores me to tears
get a handle on the dialogue
it's a one man show
it's a monologue
i could be slow i don't know
you just went over my head
i don't understand a word you just said
i could be slow i don't know
you just went over my head
i don't understand a word you just said
i can't figure it out
this cascading fountain of nothingness
you're a mess
i simply cannot believe
you met a mighty metamorphous
that's ridiculous
i am somewhat confused
selected collected from the gene pool
they can keep you youthful
well excuse moi
monsieur cosmique
je suis protoplasmique
qu'est-que c'est?
how can i spell it out for you
i am no ordinary fool
and even though there's nothing left to say
you go ahead and say it anyway
i could be slow i don't know
you just went over my head
i don't understand a word you just said
i could be slow i don't know
you just went over my head
i don't understand a word you just said

should've been could've been
some of you will already know
there's no place to go
this is the modern man
as crude as i am
here in the heart of the sun
my memory melts
swellegant elephant pain
he never forgets
should've been a beautiful thing
could've been a beautiful thing
pull over to the side of the road
let the bold be bold
luxury at a low introductory price
now wouldn't that be nice?
a happy little family puts you in a trance
meanwhile back at the ranch
insatiable hand-held flexible friend
why not give him a chance?
should've been a beautiful thing
should've been
could've been a beautiful thing
promises of pleasures mesmerised
but how far can we get?
at least here in the eye of the storm
i won't get my hairdo wet
some of you have already foreseen
yourself undone
some of you seem to believe
you've only just begun
try a little perjury
get rich quick
my eyes are bigger than my belly is
and it makes me sick
attitude
so much to prove
should've been a beautiful thing
some of you will already know
and i'm still wondering
should've been a beautiful thing
could've been a beautiful thing

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