EDGES MAGAZINE Issue 22
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July 2000 |
Rick can't
leave drink alone. Ive been on the streets since I was 18 years old and
now Im 33. I had disagreements with my family. My mother and father were
divorced and I didnt have anywhere else to go so I came out on to the
streets. I still talk to my family but they now except the way that I
am.
Over the last fifteen years on the
streets Ive seen a lot and you learn to take everyday as it comes. If you
wake up in the morning you are lucky.
Ive been drinking since I
was about fourteen years of age. My father was an alcoholic and Ive seen
my father treat my mum bad. I thought that was the right thing to do but in the
end I developed a problem myself. I just drink everyday now. I drink three or
four cans a day depending on whether Ive got the money in my pocket. If I
do have the money then I can drink all day. Theres no excuse but
its just to block out the hardship.
My days consist of seeing
other people who are in the same situation as me . You get a close net thing
around here. You look after each other, thats they way it is on the
streets.
I have had a disease of the marrow in my bones since I was
young. Hopefully its getting better now but one of my legs is shorter
than the other. I had to have an operation and I knew if I didnt have it
the disease would have gone further into my body. I was in hospital for seven
months and had to go through physiotherapy to get my leg back working properl
y. If it had gone through my whole body I would have been disabled for the rest
of my life. It is still painful no w. I went into hospital for the operation
and they had to drill a hole into my hip and scrape all the disease out of the
marrow of my bone. I had to be in there for seven months to wait for my marrow
to grow back. After I had my physiotherapy and everything they told me to go
swimming and cycling to get my muscle back.
When I came out of hospital
I was still homeless. I tried to get into hostels saying that I was vulnerable.
There are so many people who are homeless now that they give the places to
people who have got more priorities than me. That was five years ago.
Over the last five years Ive been with my friends out on the
street. You have got friends out there. They are not like everybody else who
brush you aside and think you are nothing. Theres a close nit family out
there.
I do sleep in different places but most of the time there is a
little crew of us. A close knit place where we can get the soup run,something
to eat at night. I get my head down about one O'clock in the morning when
everything is quiet. Youve got to be awake when the pubs kick out because
you dont know what the drunks are going to do. Theyve got something
against you,I dont know why. Ive seen people being kicked, punched
and Ive even seen people being killed out here.
The government
are trying to help us. They are opening the cold weather shelters again but
they havent got the spaces for the amount of people out there. As far as
I am concerned they are not being prejudiced or anything like that. They should
look after their own before they look after anybody else
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