Then, the sudden calmness as I try to grip on to the edge.

Slowly the sickness returns to my stomach. My body tense, my brain aching.

The reminder of the impossibility returning once more. Like a fast acting disease.

My mind trying, forcing, bring the power from all around the universe, every soul and every spirit turning there attention as I focus. My mind, every atom, every piece of energy focused through a single channel of my brain. Like a bolt of fork lightening captured and forced through a pin. My eyes rolling, still tears roll down my cheeks the pin grows wider and the lightning is spreading.

Now there is blackness yet it seems I am looking miles and miles ahead into nothingness not blackness nor lightness just a floating feeling, as if lying on a pool of water. I can not feel pain now, just energy. I am flowing with the energy of the universe.

I feel safe, content, happy and at piece with everything.

Trying to connect, I still feel calm and relaxed, trying to connect but the other end has their eye closed.

Now the elements of life fall back into place like raindrops falling onto the sidewalk. As I close my third eye. My eye to the passed, present, future and to the ever flowing stream of universal energy that is held in every single person, animal, plant and object.