EDGES MAGAZINE Issue 17

April/May 1999


THE FACES OF THE YOUNG

faces of the young St Anne's House is the home of Edges Magazine and many young people pass through each day for a hot meal and a chat.



18 AND HOMELESS

James has first hand experience of homelessness, he speaks to Edges about his plight.

I am 18, I have been homeless for a while, about 2 or 3 months. I have been staying here and everywhere really. I am homeless because of a disagreement with my parents really, they didn't like my behaviour and they just thought that it was time to get rid of me. I just came in late, it wasn't anything spectacular, the drugs didn't help either, I didn't do a lot of drugs but they found a bit, and they didn't really like that. I was 16 when that happened. Since then, two years, I've just been here, there and everywhere really, its been hard.. very hard.

I have experienced cold weathers, just walking round basically - nowhere to sleep. It drains a lot of energy out of you, its really cold, but luckily most places let you stop there; waiting rooms, train station, or just a door hole sometimes. When I sleep out, I just sit there and think about the good things in life, and make sure I try harder, usually. Its just an experience I think, that is all I think about - the future, because you don't want to carry on sleeping on the streets.

Neil's Struggle

Neil visits us on
many occasions

I am 20 years old and I have been experiencing homelessness for about two months. It has been difficult but I have had some company from my mate James, he has been in the same position so I have had someone to fall back on.

Just before I went into prison I was living here, there and everywhere, I have done since I was about 15, and I was into the drug scene before I went into prison. When I got out of prison in July 1998, my family didn't want anything to do with me so I ended up going back to the people that I knew before I was in prison, so therefore, I was put back in the same situation. I didn't have a very good start and since then I have been homeless. I have been trying for a flat.

I must have one of those faces, as I am unlucky. Since I was 7 years old, I was in boarding schools for behavioural difficulties. I have seen psychiatrists, and I was basically thrown from one school to another and none of that has helped, in my opinion. I have learned to control my temper and my anger a lot, but that's through doing it myself and no help from anyone else.

There is a 24 hour snooker hall around the corner from here and its open all day and all night, we stopped in there one night; the night after we stopped in the train station waiting room, the indoor one; we explained our situation to the fellow who works there on the platform and he kept it open all night for us, so that we could have some shelter and be able to stop in somewhere warm. We have always stopped in a waiting room or something, I've never stopped in a doorway or anything like that - touch wood! I have experienced sleeping outside in the cold. Minutes seem like hours. It is not very nice.

NeilI am not sure what my future is, what it holds for me, but at the moment the only reason I am in Blackburn is because I have got to attend court a few more times yet, but as soon as I have finished with court and it has all been dealt with, then I will be moving out of Blackburn, to a place that I have not been yet, hopefully to try and start again, get myself a flat and a job.


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